Thursday, June 14, 2007

Closure, time & energy

I like the journey of self discovery. I like the sense anticipation as one greets the day " Good morning! " and the sense of fulfillment when it comes to night time knowing that the day is well-lived. Minimal idling. It can be spent on leisure and recreation nonetheless. I don't like that sense of things-undone and issues-not-sorted out. Something lurking at the back of my mind stealing away my energy. It is like too windows ( the computer's term ) being opened and the computer is running slow. I like the sense of clarity. Even if others do not understand what I am doing or judges me unfairly ( a bad scenario that I thought of... ), I am still filled with a sense of great purpose and happiness. If a dancer dances to a different beat or seems out-of-sync with the rest, it might be that he heard a different drummer. Isn't that a very energy-giving thought? A licence of acceptance given for all to dance freely. I just write whatever that comes to mind and it is sort of like a catharsis. It's ok that it is not really neat.

Dance as if nobody is watching,
Work as if you don't need the money,
Love as if you have never been hurt,
Live as if it's heaven on earth.

-from my memory

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